lately

I don’t really know about anyone else who feels the same way as I do, but personally, summer fucking sucks right now. The weather sucks SO bad, it keeps on raining. Everything else is just a disappointment. I guess I’m just in a really bitchy mood, but everyone around me has been kind of retarded. My friends are kind of mean and cold to me, and my family is just…whatever, and I don’t see much of my boyfriend. He’s always gone, and it’s kind of really annoying. I really want everything to just be good. This is so annoying and my life and my summer has been a complete and utter drag. Fuck this shit. Anyways, I leave you with some super emo lyrics. Enjoy, I guess…

Lately I’ve been feeling a little bit neglected. When it comes to your ex-boyfriends, well, I guess I’m overprotective. But it’s nothing personal. I just wanted you to tell me that you care. Lately I’ve been thinking bout’ stickin’ my hand in a toaster. I never asked to take a ride on this emotional roller coaster. It’s you that I want, and lately it feels like you’re not there. Lately I’ve been contemplating jumping in the ocean. Sometimes even Spock would show a little more emotion! Do you still love me now as much as you loved me yesterday? I try to let it out. I bitch, cry, moan, whine, scream and shout today, but the wall wouldn’t listen to me! Why wouldn’t it listen to me? I’m sick of always cryin’. I don’t wanna be sick of trying, but you’ve gotta want me too. Lately I’ve been hoping for a little bit of affection. Sometimes I wish that you had came with your own set of directions. I guess it’s not that easy, but I hope that you still love me anyway. Lately I’ve been thinkin’ bout’ takin’ a vow of silence. I’ve never seen a monk result in any acts of violence. Or, maybe I’ll just cry and hope you come around again today.